Chapter 1:
Inglés
Well, what does it matter, one more day where we make strangers again, one day where perhaps I could tell you what I feel one more day where I could sleep next to you and here I am listening to trap sad beats to vent and thus dedicate my phrases to you, to write you some day and confess to you that ours should not have ended.
"I close my diary" and I leave my room heading to the kitchen to eat and then walk to school and not be late, I grab my headphones to escape from reality and just listening to trap is something I like to do so I don't overthink so much, They will say that I have problems but the truth is that I don't, I am a quiet boy trying to fit in with humanity I will tell you what I play soccer to clear my mind with friends without friends it is the same to love soccer is a lifestyle that I would never change I remember the first game I saw and it was from my favorite team, Real Madrid. If something we have in common is the mentality of winning, we don't like to lose at all. Every game of them I enjoy as a child this history of football and baseball because I was a baseball player too in a while but I will leave them in another chapter where I will talk about them in more detail.
Arriving at school, which is 7 blocks from my house, I saw my classmates very little. I consider them friends or at some point I consider them friends, but times change and it is not the same, although I would like to go back to the past and return to live moments that never want to end but I have a motto: looking at the past is bad even if we are sorry. Wow, what a most invented motto has come out but hey.
The school is something common normal of the urbanization this was my last year and I graduated and have another achievement in this life And after that start what is really called life that is the university and work to live and have economic stability, although in The country where I am is not good with the salary that is left, so I must have a prosperous business to live stable and cover all the necessities of life.
I will tell you this story, the first months of school were good, I met a lot of people, I like to go out and be invited and get out of my comfort zone, it was when I met a girl who took me out of my world and just thinking about her , a black-haired girl, brown eyes, a brown skin tone, a smile that makes you fall in love and her unique personality. I couldn't really stop thinking about her, I don't know how, but we met playing soccer, just as they read it playing soccer, it's my favorite sport and playing it with the girl I like, I felt special, she always wanted me on her team, as the months went by we got to know each other, we were creating a trust that I loved, our friendship became more affectionate little by little .
In July 2018, when I was 13 years old, we were walking to her house together and she ended up approaching me, stealing a kiss from me, without being able to react, I didn't know what to do but we got to her house, in the living room we spoke clearly and that was when we wanted to. form a relationship, I will tell you that today I consider her the love of my life is something that I will never forget that first kiss, I really liked being with her but perhaps we were children to understand that we wanted seriously and we ended 4 months later despite that we were children if I expected to last less and she exceeded my expectations as well as I learned a lot with her, she knew how to take care of me and know what I like, she knew how to tell me the whole truth at any time and give me justifications when she felt bad about something that happened to her As such, we never ended, there was never an end to our mouths, we only stopped seeing each other as the year went by, we let ourselves be seen, I regret it and I don't understand why that happened but it's something I hate and if I can go back I would do what my past self should go to her house and never leave her because she will regret it, there was a time that I regretted, that I had other relationships but it was not the same as when I was with her, I felt alone being with someone, I wanted something like her He gave it to me, something true, something that I felt at home, not being there I didn't want to be one more day, I wanted to spend many more days with that person than if he gave me the security and confidence to find my best version of myself. .
After two years went by without hearing from her, that was when I saw her walking again, we started talking and we connected like the first time, thus exchanging numbers to talk again, we were already a little older and we thought well or so I thought, we came back and she was super happy to be with her again, something that I like about her is that she is not ashamed to say who she is with, that she always put me as a priority, I will never forget the beautiful details, okay, you can imagine how long we lasted this time because it was something that I did not like I liked it but when we were together we didn't have a stable connection, that is to say that we were very separated and when we were together we couldn't talk much, we lasted less than 2 months that time we broke up with equal terms, that is, mutually.
PS: Hioooo, how am I, Jhon? I hope you like the first chapter, which is when Jhon fell in love for the first time at 13 years of age. This story is based on real events. If you have questions or doubts, let me know in the comments and in the chapter. What's next I'll let you know bye bye Until the next chapter.