...no longer appreciate the attention as I once did
Same here, I actually don't like the attention now. I don't know, I'm grateful and happy with that day, but there are also that emotions that I can't really explain. And at the end of the day, all I can feel was emptiness. Maybe it's also because I can really feel now my age. Aigooo. And although I feel like that, masaya din naman ako, di nga lang ganoon sa dati yong saya. And legit yong pressure, no one's pressuring me actually, the problem is on me, I feel like napag iiwanan ako, something like that. This is what I felt in my own Birthday, but it's different if it's my love ones birthday.
🫂 @ruffatotmeee