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Mis neuronas chispean cuando abro los ojos y vuelvo a respirar

Me siento renovada, pues olvide el peso que tenía antes de dormir

Podría sonreír, pero no tarda el filtro en opacarse

Mi mente se carga de pensamientos irracionales




Pierdo hasta mi edad, pues era divertido de pequeña adivinar quién sería
aquellos días de inquieta serenidad

Debería estar feliz, eso fue lo que me prometí cuando quise ponerle sello a mi psiquis




La mañana se hace tarde

Ni siquiera pienso en el segundo para mover el culo y levantarme

Que gran manera de empezar el día echando sal en la herida

Fueron tontas las decisiones que tomé en mi joven vida

Y disfrutaba sentada en la banca estando ciega de la desordenada vista

Aunque se quemara mi pecho y oliera a tinta




¿Ahora cómo aprovecho mis horas?

Si mi cuerpo es tan débil cuando no reacciona


¿Cómo me puedo agotar sin proyectos?

Y recordar de pronto que el día se acaba al final.

Es hipnotizante ver cómo trabaja el resto

Suponen que pienso con ellos avanzar


Cómo me agoto si no tengo trayectos

Y recordar que los meses tienen final

Supongo que es fácil vivir ignorando el contexto

Pero odio que mi vida quieran manejar


Juro que solo no puedo parar de pensar

Sigo actuando como si todos fueran espejos

No

No quiero ver mi reflejo en los ojos de aquellos "necios"

Finjo que mi gesto es inmune

Se hizo simple guardar actitudes


Y aunque esto no es lo que quería escribir

Pasa lo mismo recordar lo que fuí

oohh

Cómo persigo ahora mis sueños

Sabiendo que el tiempo tiene un final

Creo que es algún consuelo

Pensar que un día volveré a empezar.

Ingles

My neurons spark when I open my eyes and breathe again

I feel renewed, because I forgot the weight I had before sleeping

I could smile, but it doesn't take long for the filter to dull

My mind gets loaded with irrational thoughts




I lose up to my age, because it was fun as a little girl to guess who would be those days of restless serenity

I should be happy, that's what I promised myself when I wanted to put a stamp on my psyche




The morning is getting late

I don't even think about the second to move my ass and get up

What a great way to start the day by pouring salt in the wound

The decisions I made in my young life were foolish

And she enjoyed sitting on the bench being blind from the messy view

Even if my chest burned and smelled of ink




Now how do I take advantage of my hours?

If my body is so weak when it doesn't react


How can I get exhausted without projects?

And suddenly remember that the day ends at the end.

It is mesmerizing to see how the rest works

They assume that I think with them to advance


How do I get exhausted if I don't have commutes

And remember that the months have an end

I guess it's easy to live ignoring the context

But I hate that my life wants to handle


I swear I just can't stop thinking

I keep acting like everyone is a mirror

No

I don't want to see my reflection in the eyes of those "fools"

I pretend that my gesture is immune

It became simple to save attitudes


And even though this is not what I wanted to write

It happens the same to remember what I was

oohh

How I'm chasing my dreams now

Knowing that time has an end

I think it's some consolation

To think that one day I will start again.

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