Did you have an encounter with a prior significant other? I read that here, a past love who tried to force you to be someone other than who you are. Perhaps the greatest offense one person can impose on another. I see how, instead of squirming as you may have in the past, you extract yourself from the external judgment of another. And I love this:
For I see it now
Your suffering,
how it warped the way,
in which you walk this earth.
a compassion in the knowledge that it must suck to be him.
Yes you interpreted it perfectly. I know you see me. Thank you my wonderful friend xxxx