You have done the justice to this post by sharing your experiences and challenges.
When you get a big list of NOT TO DOS and a list of expectations for dos you simply become scared of doing things. It is the greatest barrier in our pathway. We should simply try to give our best shot and leave the rest to be.
With writer's block.... reading helps. Moreover, you can use free write techniques such as picking a word or phrase and pondering your views about it
Thank you and you are right, I liked your comment, I like to do new things because I see it as a challenge and something new to learn, I focus on doing it well and then have no regrets 😆.
I love to read, I want to write about my favorite books, but it's hard for me to express myself, but little by little I will learn new techniques.
I am sure you will perform well. Learning to express oneself is a time taking process yet not impossible. Wish you good luck