It's okay to cry, let go all those feelings and if you want to be sad, be sad, don't suppress it, so that one day those feelings can go away, it's not easy because it seems that feelings haunt you, I can only tell you to stay strong. Most of my life I think I have been very sad, not for the same reasons and I also left my country, as I repeat not the same reasons, but from time to time I find some other reason to smile.
Stay Strong Priyan
When I left my homeland, I felt the same, I cried a lot for my family but later I adjusted myself in Ukraine as I wanted to do something for myself, and later I achieved that too. So, I had the same feeling as yours because I am an immigrant. But this one is something that not only fills my heart with sadness but also it haunts me. Somehow it's hard to accept that I have lost my 6 years which I had to establish brick by brick. I don't know how I am gonna accept the new life but I have to do it for my own good...
You need to, I have almost 2 years here and honestly I feel like I want to go home, but home isn't home anymore, I want real friends like my friends back home, right now I feel loneliness but I have to keep going! We need to