I think writing this post was absolutely necessary both for you AND all of us who care about you and are following your progress to good health.
Looks to me like you are moving forward, taking Gigi out twice a day for a walk, going to visit the company doctor, keeping up with your treatment is progress!
Getting your thoughts written down and having a loving companion to care about is wonderful therapy.
The fact you added the line about being sorry you're slow to respond also shows you can still think about others even when you're going through such a bad time is also amazing!
Give yourself some credit for this amazing fight and keep going. Everything in life worth anything takes time and effort and you are putting in the work. Great results will surely come :-)
Best wishes to you, hugs for Gigi, she loves you without condition :-)
I should and also sometimes reward myself. Gigi now understands me and the great thing is she somehow knows I am sick and she doesn't pressure me at all. Though sometimes her curiosity overwhelmed her and she pulls me hard. I am glad that I managed the entire travel and also took some photos. It was difficult and there was a chance to get lost but in the end, I managed everything and returned safely. It shows that the treatment is working nicely. I just hope that my thoughts stay under control...