@priyanarc love and light.
I understand how difficult things might be for you considering all you've been through. I hope you are able to move past these darkenes--I believe you can. Life has given you a second chance and I believe you will make the most of it. Cheers!
I also believe that in time, I will be able to recover...The treatment process is slow and it might take a lot of time to be back on track. The whole process is kinda depressing though...
I understand. Just trust your psychologist and continue to push forward. It can only get better from this point. ♥️