I feel weak and so tired and sleepy the whole day but I didn't stop taking medicines because my doctor told me not to stop. I have intense emotions and anger issues, moreover, I have suicidal tendencies so I couldn't stop my medications. Maybe you can again talk to your doctor for a consultation. Trust me, every day I feel ashamed and mean and less confident but thinking about my future, I stay strong. My point is no matter what I feel or what others feel about me, I need to be better for the future...
Netherlands is the place where I wanted to visit in my Europe trip for holiday one day, hopefully I can make it in short time.
I wish you good luck...