I hardly remember if we ever celebrated my mom's birthday or not... Sad but true, I can't remember. Whenever I think about my mom, I feel emotional, become weak. it's been 10 years 6 months she left this world and never came back, she can't. I guess she became a permanent star in the sky... Just my imagination...
The life of my mother was simple, she was the youngest child of my grandfather. She has 7 elder sisters and 4 elder brothers and she was the youngest, the last one. When she born, my grandmother died. Basically she died while giving my mother birth, tragic story. I heard the story from my mom, she used to tell me that she never saw her mother. I only saw one picture of my grandmother, never saw my grandfather at all. She raised and brought up by her sister in law (her elder brother's wife). She raised her like a mother and tried to gave her all the affection which she was needed...
When she was a teenager, her dad (my grandfather) died and she became completely alone (kind of Orphan) and later after 2 years, she got married to my dad. My mom was educated but not like me, she couldn't study because of family condition. But she used to tell me about her school life, about her childhood. She only completed 12th Grade and never got a chance to go to the University for graduation.
She was an underprivileged child I would say, her childhood was full of sorrow, sadness, she was deprived of a mother's love, she was deprived of better education, higher education. Her world was black and white...
I have only a few pictures with my mother, this is one of them. I was 1-2 years old I think, her first child. Her hope, her dream was all about me, she gave her 100% to raise me. She gave me everything I guess but I couldn't give my best to her...
Funny fact is she didn't know her age and when she exactly born, this day is actually her passport date. I mean according to her passport date, she would be 50 years old today if she was alive. Trust me, it's hard to control the emotion inside but I can, I learned how to cry inside and smile outside. Maybe my mom naturally taught me this just like she used to hide all of her emotions in front of us.
I wish I had fascinating words for her, I wish I could celebrate her 50 years' birthday but we never did in fact nobody did for her, not even my dad. I feel it was yesterday when she was with me.
sadly, I couldn't remember her face properly, maybe I am losing my mind or memory. I wonder if she was alive, how would she look alike? Maybe a little bit white hair, shrink pale skin, few diseases, and what else!! Maybe nothing... these are just my imagination...
Anyway, I am not feeling like writing anything, my emotions are mixed now, I can't write. My feelings have no words and I think they don't need any words to express...
The reality will never change...
Happy Birthday Ammu... :) I miss you...
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
"Don't forget me, " I beg
I remember you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead"
"Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead"
Love
Priyan
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Happy birthday to your mother..
Thank you...
Its sad that she is not in this world but yes she is in your memories and always willbe in your memories.
In the picture she looks very charming lady.
A mother gives birth and give us a chance to see the world.
I guess this picture was taken in 1991 or 1990, I can't remember clearly. She was a gorgeous traditional lady, I am not like her :D
Thank you for reading...
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I am from Bangladesh but now I live in Ukraine. Immigrant...
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touching story!
She's blessed in the sky with that kind daughter!
Thanks bro, I hope she is okay wherever she is...
It is emotional and loving writing i think and nice photography.
Thank you sis...
Happy birthday for your mom. Beautiful lady like you ❤️
Thanks sis... :)
How beautiful your mother, I am sorry for the childhood that has passed, and that she has died so young.
As you say, they will fear being a star from the sky, thank you very much for letting us know this beautiful photograph
have happy dreamshello dear friend @priyanarc good night
Well, whenever I think about her childhood, I feel blessed for myself. This picture was taken when I was 1-2 years old, such an adorable and memorable picture for myself.
Thanks my friend for reading...
It is a beautiful photograph, both are very beautiful. What a beautiful memory, I do not have any photograph of a child with my mother, I would love to have one.
Have a beautiful morning
Thanks. One of the best pictures I have with her so far...
What a beautiful lady your Mother was. She will always have a place in your heart because she still lives in your memories. Thanks for sharing.
Thank you, yes she stays with me always but not physically...But actually it doesn't matter but sometimes I become so emotional...
I'm sorry to hear about that... what a tragic story. She died very young.
I was very lucky in that regard. Not only my parents are both alive, I still have a grandmother... who recently turned 86 years old. I don't know if it's genetic but in my family everyone seems to live for a very long time. 🤗
That's just the lottery of this world, I guess. 🙄
You are lucky also that your grandma is still alive and you can meet her anytime. Anyway, I am actually out of words and don't know what should I say... Thanks buddy :D
Giving you a big virtual hug after reading your sweet, heart felt post and tribute honoring your beautiful mother on her birthday, Priyan!
A huge part of her continues to live through you that goes deeper than the remarkably beautiful resemblance.
Be good to yourself! @priyanarc🌹