Look, it's an important achievement, the one that you've been able to go by yourself. It may not seem like it, but it really is a lot.
When I had panic attacks, I couldn't go out or move, it's really desperate. And being around people was overwhelming.
Know for certain that you have managed to do a lot, being able to make the trip, even with all the problems.
Thank you for sharing the images, they are very nice.
Don't worry about answering if you're not in the mood. But write from time to time to see how you are.
I have been struggling a lot with my emotions again, especially at night. I will write about my current situation soon...