As someone with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), I never wanted to have children; I never aspired to be a mother. I always thought, how can I care for another human being, if I am suicidal and can barely take care of myself?.. It seemed unimaginable to me.
However, as we all know, life tends to have other plans for us. I had just gotten out of an abusive relationship, was getting clean from drugs, was finally with the man that I wanted to be with... when I found out I was pregnant. I still remember the state of shock I was in as I looked down at the positive pregnancy test. Despite my mentality of I am never having children, I immediately knew that I had to keep the baby; there was no other option!
I am incredibly grateful that I did 💗 No, having a baby did not completely change my mental state. I still have dark days, I still experience depression. But the light that this little girl has brought into my world--there are no words to describe it. Every now and then, I experience a state of complete disbelief. I made this human being. While she was still in my belly, this tiny life was kicking, tumbling, and hiccuping inside of me!
I cannot believe that I created life with the man that I love 💞 I cannot imagine my life any other way. I am incredibly excited for what the future has in store for us!
Congratulations
So happy For You. Congrats For your beautiful baby! And yes! Kids can change our live?
Congratulations!! Life is a blessing .
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