As a young teenage girl growing with her sister's children,I've always loved them and my love for children made me get obsessed with the act of motherhood,you know....,things like been called mother,waking up to get the kids ready for school,getting their lunch ready and bringing them back from school was one of the sweetest moments I got while staying with them,ofcourse I could only enjoy the aspect of taking care of them as though they are my children but that aspect of been called mother was one thing I knew I would never get from them because every child knows their mother and would choose their mother always,even when you adopt a child,that consciousness that this is not biologically mine still prickles you because the owner might come for claims,smiles......,yes...what's mine is mine tho..;
me and my sister'schildrenhavingamomentofcelebration
This was my fate,loving motherhood at a tender age due to my love for children and yet didn't know when mine will come by,I accepted it and today my wishes and desires are coming to play a reality show on me..uupps.....,what an experience;
Alright,those hungers for the taste of motherhood was lingered,ofcourse I had to keep my focus on education intampered with,marriage was the least of my worries then even after my tertiary education because I needed to marry right for my emotional wellbeing and that of my upcoming kids,I needed to be a mother with so great impacts on my kids both in education and emotionally.
Definitely all of this hunger to motherhood wouldn't have been achieved without a father and boom I crossed path with a friend who was never in the picture but showed up when the time was right and so the lines became more visible and beautiful,after one month of us getting to know each other,he proposed marriage and that was when I got to realise that ooohh girl you're really entering into another phase of life and adulthood ooo,which involves the motherhood gang....smiles.....,do you need to ask or wonder if I accepted,yes of course I did and the marriage plans began.
Dancing moment during the traditional marriage
Three months later,bride price payment was done,just like that my legs were gradually entering into my desired hood,in less than 3weeks traditional marriage and white wedding was done and dusted,it was indeed so amazing and glorious event,and after that,I was to relocate and moved in with the groom as his bride,what a wonderful transition into this my desired hood (motherhood),
Receiving the father's blessings
my girls having agood time with some of the groom men
Signing of the marriage certificate
Two weeks in his house,I became pregnant but was not aware I was pregnant and i had to embark on a 10hours journey to the east where i schooled because i needed to do my clearance and settle other school related matters, this made me stay for 3days and on the 4th day after the stress and everything I boarded another vehicle back to where my husband is based,this journey lasted for 11hours due to the bad roads.
Few days of my arrival I had a sensation and the next was bleeding ,I was taken to the hospital and that was where it was confirmed that I has a miscarriage due to stress,it wasn't easily handled emotionally but whats holds in future was enough to encourage me,I moved on and after two months,I took in again,this time I don't need to stress myself much.
The transition has been all shades of bliss, actualization, happiness and many more,it's been joy unspeakable and an overwhelming experience,
I anticipate that glorious day and moment when the beautiful/handsome adorable tiny version of me will be made visible for me and all to behold.
To all my hive fellow mothers,I promise to keep us updated,Keep been a good model to your children and kept representing well.I love all the mothers in the hive community.