Loosing my Heartbeats

in Motherhood3 years ago

In age of 63 and since 93 days my mom passed away .
I consider my self lucky that I could say goodbye while she was in her death bed
Cos I live currently in another country I couldn't attend to her funeral
Since the death of my mom a big part of my saul vanished.
Felt and still feel the pain in my heart every single minute .
I try to watch sometimes the old series shf used to watch abd I was making fun of her . Only to feel that she setting neat by watching them with me .
I miss Her voice , laugh eyes and the saul heal touch she gived me whenever I felt bad .
People who dies don't suffer pain anymore . People who lost there beloved once know nothing and feel nothing but pain
I love you mom and only your love sbd last words keeps my alive