I am very happy to know that you are overcoming your fear and that you love your brother who was not to blame for anything, because I assure you that he misses your mother too, since he did not know her. I hope you are getting better and better and stop being tokophobic.
Thank you @yolimarag
He sure does.
And yes I am getting better everyday, I'm not totally there yet but I'm progressing 🥰