Hi sweetheart. I choose to jump over here and read your words as you suggested. There is much I want to say, but "slowly, slowly" my wisdom tells me.
I'm sorry to hear that you have been struggling to breathe, even before and during this time with this virus paying you a visit. I hope that something beautiful, miraculous and unexpected comes of it.
It is possible that our greatest suffering can lead us to our greatest joy.
I'm glad you're using resources such a music and movement and art to help you to process how you're feeling and support yourself through your experiences. There are a great many ways to heal traumatic or painful pasts. I find that anything that allows me to actually safely process how I'm feeling so I can feel safe to genuinely and organically let it go (no pushing or forcing or berating, just allowing) is the only way to really move the needle from, as you say, less wreck and more beautiful.
Sending you !LUV (and love!) you wonderful, messy, fellow human 💗
(3/4) gave you LUV.
@consciouscat
Hi Caroline! I really appreciate you taking the time to read my words and to further connect. Thank you for your lovely comment.
I couldn't agree more. There's indeed a lot of beauty and joy in my life right now, and I'm grateful that even when the shadows creep in, I can remember to hold on to the light.
This account, I created it to finally let go of so many things I don't wish to carry forward. Eliza is the voice of them, and this experience has brought me closer to some amazing human beings.
Lovely! I think safely and genuinely are indeed keywords in processes like these.
Sometimes messy is incredibly beautiful still, yes. Human. Thank you for these words!
Sending some love your way, see you around!
💗❤️🧡💛💚💙💜