No doubt that going through medical care in many cases is very rewarding, however in life the first thing is to be thankful for one more day of life and if you have to go through these hard times I'm sure you will have the strength and determination to overcome them.
life is only one and in spite of the bad moments you have to enjoy it.
I wish you the best and that you get through this very soon.greetings @tarazkp _
hard times define us - the saving grace is that we all die one way or another and don't have to live through it all