I was just listening to Five Finger Death Punch, Darkness Settles In (last night) I think I dreamed about that voice. The entire incident vanished with the morning.
Still.
Seriously, Galen. You are an overachiever when it comes to feeling bad for being a little bit human. Shhhhh! I hear you correcting me. Friends are so forgiving. I know that I want to be there for my friends when they feel like that. It pleases me to know they put that much trust in me that they share that part of themselves. I mean that in the best possible way.
Almost like a spouse, except more forgiving. In good times and bad, friends look at it much differently than you do. (is my guess)
Let go of it. You have apologized. Now breathe deeply and find Cleo. You need a pet. Noooo. She needs one. Seriously. Who doesn't?
You're right, as always. I am pretty hard on myself and I don't like taking advantage of people around me by dragging them down. It's a self reliance thing probably, that extended through most aspects of my life. I feel self conscious when people help, like I'm putting them out or something. You know? It's probably dumb and you can say so. 😊
I've got a lot going on, most of which I've not mentioned here, not will I. It probably seems I'm just being a big baby I guess, but I'm allowed to be right? Seriously though, it's just pressure, life pressure, and we all get it. I just have to navigate it. I suppose it's much like a mine field, one needs to tread carefully to get to the other side. I'm treading. Carefully.
I'm glad to hear you're a FFDP listener...You can't be as awesome as you and not be.
How would you like it if I didn't want to dump anything on you because I didn't want to drag you down? People don't think like that. Being a mother, I know that when I need help or when any of my kids need help, there is no shame in it and no, there is nothing babyish about it.
It's true, you will have to navigate it, but, just keep your head down and you'll be fine.
And yes. It is dumb and I don't mind telling you so.
I asked my sister if she liked FFDP and she had no idea WTH I was talking about. Hence the long hand on it. :)
G-dog just got told.
I feel like a naughty little boy. (A role I'm familiar with from past experiences!)
And again. I'm on a roll! 😂
If your sister knew who FFDP was I'd know the Swigle lasses were all brought up right...Alas, you must have added the awesome later on. 😁