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James's reflections extend back to his formative years, revealing the traumatic relationship he had with his mother. He describes her as "a piece of ice," emphasizing a stark absence of emotional warmth and connection. Recalling another child’s affectionate connection with their mother, he expresses envy, illustrating the fundamental need for love and connection that remained unmet in his early life.
He conveys that while life is populated by millions, he feels a striking sense of isolation, stating, "there are 9 million people in London and I don't have a single friend." This statement encapsulates a lone sentiment, both poignant and heartbreaking, as it illustrates how an overwhelming environment can amplify feelings of solitude.