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The cycle of self-doubt and hesitation plagued the speaker, leading to further delays in creative expression. They recognize that their fears of inadequacy impeded their progress, acknowledging that countless aspirations can be lost if one waits too long to act.
An Unexpected Pivot
As the months passed and unemployment checks provided some financial relief, the speaker decided to return to YouTube, finding a renewed sense of purpose within their creative passions. Their decision to apply to over 100 jobs yielded a disappointing lack of responses, leading them to invest time in growing their online presence instead.