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Contrary to popular belief, being jobless doesn’t equate to having unlimited free time. Instead, the pressure of impending adulthood and career success looms larger. With each passing day, the weight of past decisions compounds, creating feelings of inadequacy when compared to peers—a comparison exacerbated by social media. However, the speaker has gradually learned to value their unique path, reaffirming that everyone’s circumstances are distinct and that self-comparison can lead to discontent.
Amid fluctuating moods and a sense of stagnation, the speaker faced mental health challenges resulting from constant introspection. They are learning to manage these feelings, admiring their support system, especially family, who offer reassurance during these tumultuous times.