Hello, @josediccus
Everything that it expresses is very sad, the loss of close families is painful and strong, where it seems that everything is collapsing because of that great love that you feel.
The financial part always comes and goes, we must be thankful that at least you had the money, I know you had it planned for your business, but you will see that that money will double, you will have a business that will obtain many fruits, from the little I have read about you You are a good person with a good heart, I know your future will be full of success, do not despair, take a deep breath. I know it is hard to continue, but little by little we will be able to move forward.
Do not leave Hive is a way to contact another person, who can help you, in turn in a way to vent all that pain that you have inside.
Celimar says goodbye to you, from Venezuela Hugs and kisses.