“ Note: Any neurological symptoms -straight to hospital.”
It really does make me upset when you and your wife saw all the signs and called on paramedics at an early stage and they only realized what happened several days later. It’s hard not to hold a grudge as they should know that it’s better to double check then to just brush it off as a migraine.
But yea it’s not going to change what happens and I must say you seem to be able to handle it very well!
“ I still have the opportunity to make my own decisions on my future and, crypto factors heavily into that process. This is because even more so than earlier (and it was definitely there earlier also), I want profound change not just in my life, but in the world in general.“
Sometimes bad things lead to good things, because we wake up and it lights a new fire that we didn’t have before, and here we can actually talk about drive or hunger like we did the other day.
I had an experience where I almost died freezing to death. I was skiing and I fell off a cliff and flew into a tree. Got a broken twig into my knee right next to the main artery, and damaged both legs. No one saw me fly off the cliff, and I couldn’t get back up the slope and no one could hear me.
After I passed out and woke up I was already freezing. Only by climbing up the same tree I flew into I was able to get up and I had to use all of my arm strength to do that.
Finally I was rescued but my knee got infected and the doctor said during the second surgery that if they wouldn’t be able to clean it properly I would have to be prepared to amputate. Luckily the second surgery was successful, but they told me the knee was heavily damaged and I probably wouldn’t be able to run again.
After a year of training every day I was finally able to run again, but I sometimes still have pain.
Above story is not similar to what happened to you of course. But it did light a fire in me. I looked at each new day as a blessing and it lit a fire in me that I still use these days when things are hard to remind me that I’m lucky to be alive and to be able to share my time with the ones I love. And in the end that is what matters the most.