I am sorry for your loss but nobody can predict the future. Like I said before, I think you did everything you could with your knowledge. Could things turn out differently? It could but life continues onward no matter what we think. I hope you are able to overcome this sadness. As for hustling, that is something we all have to do if we want to improve our lives. Unfortunately, the entire economic system moves based on money and we have no choice but to go along with it.
Well unfortunately we have to pay bills even if the vigor or strength to do so is no longer there. Thank you for your condolences, I hope I can find relief to begin this journey again. It's been too difficult, the responsibilities have been unimaginable