Normally, nobody truly cares, and for all the times I've been in deep, messy situations, this is how I've realized that one is truly alone when it matters the most.
I'm currently alone and even most of the people I've dined and wined with, are no where to be found, they probably just live for the good times.
I'll be here, sometimes I take a break to mourn, sometimes I come back to post, I just do this because it's my life now.