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I play it day by day, some are good others suck. Nothing else to do but keep moving until I drop dead! Hopefully not any time too soon though! How about you?

I went to a clinic to run some blood test and it wasn't bad, I'm thankful for this. The specialist here care too much about money than one's health, so you have to be your own advocate and also take care of yourself. I'm trying in all aspects to do this. I'm back home now, today had me thinking about my brother, a fear tears here and there, the pain hits and I can't control my anxiety and pain.

I'm sorry to hear that, anxiety and pain are horrible. I deal with both too. It's hard to lose someone close like you did.

At least your tests weren't bad on the bright side!

No one truly understands, a lot of people are locked up in their cocoons so much that they think they can relate to your pain.

I hear you, and unless people are sick they often forget that life is finite and live as if they're immortal. It's too bad that so many people are that way, fortunately it's not everybody.

True, you're right. Life sometimes put people in positions where they think a particular thing cannot happen to them. Creates this infallibility mindset..