holy shit bro,
i'm not going to try to say i understand or know how you feel... i can't even imagine. the last year of my life has been extremely difficult as well so you're not alone.
what i can say is - as much as it sucks and feels bad... filing for bankruptcy was one of the best decisions i have ever made. i had a chance to take control and start over.
good luck buddy, my condolences
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