You enjoy writing, and it gives you clarity and peace. Also, there is an incentive to write. It's an enjoyable activity for you instead of work.
I think you are stuffing crypto for a rainy day and hope that rainy day never comes.
Your mindset is that 10-15-20 years from now, you can do hive + ecosystem(splinterlands) full time when you are retired.
Your view of crypto is long-term, not what you can make daily, so you can quit your job or supplement your current income but to create an additional income or maybe leave a small crypto fortune for your daughter.
While I hope, I know those days are coming and always present on the horizon - at least through experience and predicting on current conditions.
Wouldn't it be grand to retire and still work at something like Hive?