Honestly, this is amazing. It takes a lot of courage for someone who is in need to give out, and I admire your courage.
I understand how you must feel about having a life partner and starting a family. Yes, it gets to that point In our lives when we have to start making those consideration so we will have people to grow old with and care for.
I hope I'll be around for the giveaway, it not, good luck to those participating.
Sorry about the country and how the medical professionals are not helping matters yet succeed in extorting you. I hope you get well soon. I am deeply sorry for your lost.
Goodluck for the giveaway, hopefully by January.