Many times I have felt like you, and maybe worse because I am 55 years old, without family, friends or people who care. But I found a purpose here at hive, talking to people, and interacting.
That has helped me a lot, I think you can dedicate yourself to what you like, I would love to have someone who could explain to me when and how to make moves in the world of trading, that is an interesting area.
And I'm sure other people are interested, have you tried giving a talk about that? If you do, let me know, I'm interested in hearing what you have to say.