The hyperfocus on KPIs (or whatever they decide to call them) irks me no end. It's why businesses will eventually fail if the people making the important decisions are too stupid to realise that bunch of numbers go up is only so useful.
Being not bitter or fearful is better. Fear guarantees idiotic decisions and bitterness is kind of a waste of energy better spent on anything else that would be better spent on useful things. Enjoy the wind down and stay calm and hopefully you'll get some flashes of brilliance and/or something coming along in the not too distant future :)