The place of not knowing ... where you are leaving one situation that you know but the new thing hasn't arrived yet. It's hard to sit in that place, but some say it's a time of creativity when you are no longer shackled by the old but the new hasn't yet got its iron grip on you. Our minds can go to new places that we didn't know were there because we were too busy with the old stuff and now that's gone.
Doesn't help with the practicalities, mind, but you seem to have already got those organised. Talking to your peers about potential work opportunities is a great idea, too. It can all be a bit exhausting, this change stuff, so good to let targets ride.
A friend said to me once, when I was in some scrape or another, "Shani, you can't imagine the scrapes you are going to get into in the future, this [current scrape] will pale in comparison, you'll wonder what you were worrying about." I think he was trying to cheer me up 😂.
A type of purgatory I guess.
This I believe in, but I also am unsure how it is going to go with me. My mind doesn't really go anywhere, unless I force it.
Instead of "could be worse" - it is going to be worse... :D
Good friend!