Sometimes I wonder if I'm a bad person, am I evil? I try to do good for everyone around me and sometimes a tone of my voice gets louder or I say something that I don't even understand and hurt people, but it's strange, because I just want the best for them, I'm literally living for them in front of my own life and even so, everything still goes wrong.
Am I a bad person?
If things are going wrong, I'd say that's normal. We all have our moments, and things don't always go our way. Not bad, just normal.
Difficult moments are true learning moments, I don't think I've ever learned as much as I have now, these days. Self-criticism is essential to evolve
It truly is. So I can look at the situation you described, relate to it, then place the word "patience" in your mind. That's what we're missing during those moments. I've been there. That's all I needed. One gets better at it over time.
If we were perfect through the duration of our lifetimes, we'd have to room to learn and grow. That would make us cease to be human, because humans are meant to evolve over time... so don't worry, you're not a bad person. You're a human being!
Thank you for these words, yesterday was a difficult day and I ended up venting a little here. No matter how much I try to do the right things, it seems that life tries to push me that I am a wrong person, I know that I am not perfect and I do have my mistakes, but I try to correct them whenever possible, to improve.
You're no worse than any of the rest of us. There's nothing wrong with you God's grace can't handle.
Thank you for these words, God is truly wonderful for all of us.
"Am I a bad person?"
Nunca, e quem achar que sim, é porque não entendeu o conceito.
Why having such doubts!
As long as you are intrinsicly being informed by the highest qualities like hinesty, decency, fairness, uprightedness, you can not be bad for people around u.