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hahahahaha yeah but - actually #2 is really high enough for me!!!

i know that sounds super weird!

but it is. hahaha in some way it kinda keeps me going! you know?

like if i hit #1 - then I've accomplished it. I've succeeded and then - hmmm maybe I move onto something else
but #2 keeps me interested! hehehehe

and honestly- i swear.. hahahaha i do not actually "compete" for engagement??? weird right - cuz i compete against myself in SO MANY THINGS... but this is truly my joy. hehehe

so I just let it reflect that - and that's good for me! hehehehe

if I get that top spot - it would be cool - but then I might leave the EL so that others will get that spot while I still just engage for the love of it! hehehe

I don't think you would ever leave this EL :) It's yoo much a part of your week :)

well i wouldn't leave it - but I would allow for others to get higher - so, i might ask Asher to "mute" my stats - hehehehe