Your conclusion is very good and very reasonable. You are on the right track, at least when you follow your feelings.
However, based on the experience of many people who have been in this business for a long time, they always follow their heart when following the ups and downs of market prices. When you make the wrong decision, that's the risk of this business. Similarly, when you act right, it is your sustenance.
Nothing to worry about, just enjoy. Receiving profit and loss in this business is a process that we must go through.
I think you agree with my other point of view. Keep on enjoying @harlowjourney