Thanks for putting in your post and welcome to #TheWeekend community. I can remember feeling like that when I was your age, I so badly wanted time to speed up and for me to get to independence and now? Well it's great to have that but it's a lot of hard work too.
If I can give you some advice for Hive - I've had a look at your account and see that you opened it in January this year. Every post that you have published you self vote on. It's something frowned upon by many Hivers and you will probably lose more votes than it's worth to be honest.
Thanks for participating.
I'm sorry but I'm lost here