It is beautiful that this motivation comes from the efforts of your mother who in turn forged the woman you are. I'm disappointed by the world and wonder where it's all going, because it doesn't look good. I like the analysis you made about emotion and about what relaxes you, it happens to me in a very similar way.
Hugs Becca!💗
The world used to feel full of wonder, a place just waiting to be explored, but I feel more and more like withdrawing from it, society at least, as there's so many things wrong or heading in the wrong direction. It's quite disappointing and disconcerting.
Becca 🌷
I have the same feeling, and I assure you that the outcome will not be pretty. Enjoy and create your world, you will find refuge there.
A big hug!💗