You know those weeks that pass by and just feel so lovely and comfortable? I've just had one, shared it with my lovely man, and now it's the weekend am looking forward to extending the enjoyment, sense of deep contentment, connection and comfort and to giving all of my attention to the beautiful human being I get to call my own, that guy of mine.
Over the last few weeks or so a situation has come to light that is the worst fear my guy holds for himself and for a guy who has faced many fears and triumphed and who tends to shrug off what others would not and move forward anyway - well, it's very telling that it has him so rattled. Not that anyone would notice it, even me to some degree, but something seemed a little off-balance in him and I pushed the issue until he confessed the situation. It was not easy for him and it's left my guy doubtful about his operational future, and mine. He has not written about it on Hive, nor will he I think, but I know it's there and I hate that he is so shaken. I feel helpless.
I don't know where things will lead and I have some fears of my own as well; I know I won't be able to operate without him, not effectively, and while I'm an independent woman of means I can't see myself without that man beside me operating in his usual unbreakable and confident way. I suppose other women may scoff and say I should be content to be my own woman but I just don't work without him and on those occasions I've had to deal with life while he's been away being the professional man he has been in life my existence has been an emotional struggle. He always came home though and always made me feel whole again.
We will move forward, it's what we do, and we'll do that together but I know he's afraid of this particular fight because it's something he'll not be able to fight effectively.
We know how precious time is, that people change over time, and that when it's gone it doesn't return, and we've always lived our lives around it but now life means something different and I think that'll mean we draw closer to each other and time will have even greater importance, such as the week that's just passed.
I've been listening to music I truly love and which makes me feel so much so here's some more Saturday Selections, a series of posts in which I share some music I've been listening to.
If you like music and want to share some with the rest of us you're free to do so and maybe you'll even help someone find some music they haven't already discovered. If you wish to use the #saturdayselections tag that's ok too, it's a free space to do as you wish.
I am so sorry. Best wishes to you and your boy, I'm sure he is a wonderful human being.
He is, and thank you for your kind thoughts.
Becca 🌷
I know whatever he is going through, he will surely get through it, he is prepared, he is strong and he will look for the necessary options. The first time of a problem is overwhelming, but then the mind clears and solutions come. You will do well, you have each other. Lots of strength and go ahead!
I loved the selection, the first one is the one I liked the most.
Hugs Becca.💗
It's nice music isn't it?
Becca 🌷
Very beautiful! I hope you are having a nice Sunday💗
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