That fear of failure is a legit thing. I encountered it when I wanted to write my post utme exam after waiting for 4 years.
I read and almost passed. I also felt it during my final exams, I mean I couldn't afford to resist when guys were celebrating and getting jobs.
Thank you for stopping by and also thank you for the tip.
The fear of failure is my motivation, even I know it feels negative, it still pushes me.