I really liked reading this post. You are so authentic!
The way you've made that ring....such a romantic spirit, my hats off to you!
The stains of the past and pathological independence..I get you. I guess only inner healing can put those aside and allow you to form new patterns.
I often think about the fact that if something is divinely destined for us it will come or stay. So maybe even the most painful experience leads to a greater good? Maybe.
Simplicity brings me peace.
I hardly spoke to anyone besides the woman in the small shop for those ten days. A full retreat of solitude and silence.
It was bliss.
Oh....so beautiful and I can relate 100% with the bliss experienced in nature, in silence. It heals even the most broken hearts.
Writing again after 30 years after some nature times proves the healing virtues of it.
I wish you healing and inner peace, we always need these the most. Thank you for sharing this thoughtful sincere post🤗
@creativemary
Ah... thank you!
It has taken me 8 years of hard work to let go of who I'm not and become vaguely authentic! And still some days I get triggered and act like a bit of a dick 😅
A romantic spirit ... yes ... busted ...
I"m an artist with the spirit of such ;) I think that's why you maybe found me. BA Fine Art graduate who lost her way in the commercial world and then on the web wide world. Now finding my way back to myself.
My experience, although brutal, has ultimately given me the complete liberation I was desperately seeking my entire life.
And yes... I think many of us creatives need the solitude and silence to hear our own souls well enough to share them :)
I am glad that you have found the way back to yourself, it is the most important thing, to not lose YourSelf in the world .
It's easy to do in the world we've created!
Slowly finding my way back. Thank you.
Almost, but not quite, there. But I'll get there 😊