I read this early this morning and wasn't able to comment.
Please know that I am so sorry to read this,I can only imagine how it has been for you. I am happy to see many stepping forward, it feels just like the Hive I have grown to know and love.
I wouldn't be so hard on you, it happens and I am happy that you have put the best spin on it, leaving it to the blockchain to grow. Good luck on your way back up.
This sucks plenty, but, I don't think it will take you 11 months to get back up there. If you need anything... 💕