Some people fight and some run when trouble strikes; it's up to the individual and is dependant also on the situation and the person's skills. But sometimes a person is trapped, unable to run, and then one must act. You did, and it might possibly have saved your life, or someone else's. That you feel remorse is normal but you made a choice to take a stand and with that comes implications.
You protected others with your actions, from people with ill-intent and that's not a bad thing.
Sorry to hear about your brother's demise in 2020.
Thank you friend for your comforting words.
That situation that I exposed in the publication disappears and appears in my mind, it has been like that since it happened.
But life goes on, the remorse is for the values obtained in my parents' home and the good education they gave me.
Greetings.