Life is fickle and we don't know when it'll expire, you or I could be dead in 24 hours, you know?
I don't care about Jesus forgiving me, it's me that needs to forgive my mistakes and failings and then move forward with the intention to continually improve on life. To do otherwise is wasteful I think.
I have a post about this very thing ready for tomorrow based on a conversation I had a few days ago.
Best to make it count whilst we have it.