I share your concerns and I understand the self lashing (I've done my share), but you are far from a failure. Unfortunately, what we have been through has been so tough, so massive, that it hides any personal achievement.
You're a talented writer, a good person, sharp thinker, and a great teacher (you know the language and I'm sure you can teach it to anyone who gives you the chance).
It's just a matter of time and solid steps for you to find your path and succeed (as you think it is expected of you). Success is such a tricky concept. Just keep visualizing what you want and remember that being a little selfish is usually necessary to achieve your goals.
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You'll make me cry. Thanks for your words. I'll treasure them forever. I keep telling myself that last sentence. I need to be a little selfish and pursue what I really want. I know that future is not gained yet, but I can make good things happen.