Greetings, If there's one thing I can't get enough of, it's sanity. How sensible is it to call my mental journey madness, I think it is and has been my tool to survive.
Fear.
I have always been afraid of the fear that paralyzes me, not the one that mobilizes me and makes me look for alternatives. Therefore, I am trusting in the uncertainty and believing that I will end up somewhere fair and good. I know we gain everything when we do it to bring vitality back into our lives with or without fear.
Hope.
Exploring to find that which authentically motivates me, however small or trivial it may be. I wake up every day hoping that the morning light will bring us a day full of things to do, learn and being grateful to be alive to enjoy it.That accelerates my heart with enthusiasm and contentment, no matter what is happening in my life it gives me well-being.
Ambition
My greatest ambition is to be able to return home feeling free, and to receive my children and friends in an eternal embrace. Also that life gives me interesting and deep humans who take me by the hand and accompany me to make my dreams come true. Human people to share with me a whole day of intelligent and fascinating conversations.
Failure is universal and uncomfortable.
It has frustrated me a lot that I have not yet obtained the license as a professional in my Research and extension area to be able to work at the university in the country where I am going to emigrate soon, eventually under the shadow of others calms my desires to practice as a university teacher, but it is not enough. I have been in a lot of procedures for this purpose, for a year now.
Love.
The love of my life is J.R. he has accompanied me and consented unconditionally since we met 48 years ago of which we have been together for 47, thank God.
I hate.
I don't give myself the opportunity to hate because I saw many of the consequences that hatred generates before my eyes, so I remove the haters from my mind and my heart, I allow myself to forgive them and forget them perhaps as a mechanism of defensa...no I know.
That's how it ended, this day the tour through my mind Mr @galenkp
Janitze 🌀
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