I think that at all stages of our lives we are presented with stressful situations and worries that occupy our minds. When we are children is the calmest stage because generally our biggest concern is school, followed by adolescence where we suffer all kinds of changes at physical and mental level and we face the fear of growing up, when we are young entering adulthood we are concerned about forming a good foundation for our future and in adulthood we have to find a way to balance our work and personal life. Almost from the time we are born until our death there is something that causes us some concern. and, speaking on this subject, in this week 207 of the Weekend-Engagement, I want to answer the question:
What pressure and stress are you currently feeling?
I am currently 19 years old, I am beginning to enter the adult stage and what worries me most is the future and whether what I am doing now will affect you positively or negatively. I don’t know if I want or can form a family, I do not know how to forge a good economy that allows me to live comfortably in the future or how to fulfill my dreams, nor do I know whether what I’m studying now will be what I like in a few years or if I can finish my studies. And I really have a lot of time to think about this, since I'm young, but that doesn't stop me from thinking about it all the time.
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my most constant and closest concern to my present is to be able to study and work at the same time. I managed to enter a good university and I like what I'm studying, but I also need to find a job with which I can cover my personal and university expenses. The difficulty is that in my country there are very few part-time jobs and in other jobs I would not have enough time to devote myself to my studies. But, even if it's difficult, I'm still trying to strike a balance between those two aspects of my life.
in terms of forming a family I don't worry much, generally for now I do not plan to have children and I recently ended up with my partner for an infidelity so I did not want to enter into a relationship at a time. Although this also leads me, although very rarely, to the concern that all people are equal since I have heard from older people alleged to me that they went through several times similar experiences where someone they love betrayed their trust. Even though I know it's inevitable, I't want to find myself in more situations like this, where someone I wanted hurt me
Hangers from the shared chains I had with my ex-partner, I keep them for nostalgia
After all, these are concerns in my mind that I try to control because, as I said earlier, I'm young and still have time to think about it, try, fail and try again.
all the photos are mine, taken with my Iphone XR and the cover was edited with the PicCollage app