Love is beautiful and hurtful

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Love is sweet when you are with the right person
What I love about love love is the beautiful thing that I feel with the love of my life. The happiness and comfortable I enjoyed in my relationship with the person I love, all that make me love so much.

The fact that I am comfortable with the person I love makes me trust love so much.
Why is love good? To me love is good because of the romance that I get from love and the good feeling has a positive impact on me because without love I can't love my family I can't love my neighbor without love I can do anything because where there is love there is always peace.

The good impact of love in my life
Love has a good impact on my life because love makes me achieve many things in my life the little time I experienced what is called love was the greatest thing in my entire life.

The bad side of my love life
Love hurt me so many times and this particular guy's love hurt me most because I thought I have found my life partner and it was so painful to the extent that I withdraw that I will never love again.

We met on a bus popularly known as (BRT) in Lagos Nigeria, that day I went for an interview and mistakenly my phone fell from my bag which he helped me to pick it up.
Then he started to interview me like we've known each other before, then he said can you be my wife?
I pause for some minutes then I replied to him, "Look at this guy you don't even know me and you want me to be your housewife don't you know being a wife takes a lot of responsibility?".

He replied to me, "Yes I know and I have seen all the characteristics that I want in a woman in you so that is why I ask you to be my wife".

But because I wasn't in any relationship I said yes so we started our journey on that day just like like a dream both of us fell in love after 6 months, then he just came to my house one day and started telling me the story that his pastor said I'm not his future wife.

I was so heartbroken and so sad because he make me fall in love with him and he was so nice, and caring throughout the 6months relationship.

We practically know everything about each other I was so hurt to the extent that I wanted to kill myself because all my life I wasn't lucky with relationships and for this particular guy to stay for 6 months I have zero my mind that I was going to settle down with him but at the end of the sweet relationship he turned me down like every other guy does.

Love is sweet when you first get into it especially when it came from the wrong person and by the time it gets to the middle the tunnel might change because that is not the right person for you.
I made up my mind that I don't have anything to do with love anymore because I was tired of the way guys treat me.