See how not giving my best made me lose a lifetime opportunity to start my career at an early age or even further my education for free.
Oh dear, don't beat yourself up for it.
The important thing in all this is the lessons we learn from the experience.
You may never get the same opportunity twice but other opportunities would present themselves and what counts is how we use those opportunities if given a chance.
Wishing you all the very best in your endeavours @estherscott 😊😊😊