Wow, my friend, it's really hard what happened to you. It is understandable that you are skeptical about romantic relationships, however, it is likely that with the passage of time your heart will open again, in that case I wish you to find a beautiful love.
Yea it's understandable that I find it hard to get to another relationship, but then like you said, with time things will change, time is a healer.
Thanks so much.