I haven't seen any human without flaws. "If you've seen one, let me know." it's perfect how these flaws make us even more human." It kind of increases the human nature in us and tells us that we have some imperfections in us.
Do I have flaws? Of course, I do. Recently, I've known myself to be someone who ghosts others and "goes mute on people" without any reason (maybe I do have a reason). Now let me explain so I won't get you confused. I love keeping conversations going, and I like it more when the next person reciprocates the same energy. Then, when the person stops texting, maybe for some minutes, I have assumed something else; I'd be like, "I'm forcing conversation." Instead of coming out open to the person and expressing myself, I would just go mute and not text the person till the person realizes and texts me back.
Often I forget to put myself in their place and generate certain thoughts like "What if this person is busy and can't text at the moment" or maybe something had happened to the person "Who knows", currently this is one area I'm working on, I'm learning to put myself in others places before concluding on anything. Even if someone doesn't text me back Immediately, I will keep my cool and Holla the person again, and if the person doesn't respond, "I'll holla again" till I get feedback from that person and know that everything is going smoothly with the person.
Have you ever told someone and said "I don't get angry easily," but then even the slightest thing lights your anger? Yeah, yeah!! I'm that person". I get angry easily, and that has destroyed certain relationships in my life. "I wish I could get them back," but then I have a bad character (so I move). I'm learning to control my anger so I don't go forward destroying or losing some amazing people in my life. Because I think without these people in my life, I won't be who I am today.
The last thing would be "my overthinking nature." Yeah! You heard right, "I'm an overthinker." This is a typical part of my personality; it tells a lot about me. I know this can be very dangerous to an extent, though, but then I'm the type that sees things from different angles. Sometimes, when I'm sitting, a lot of things are going through my head, both the relevant and irrelevant ones. Often, it will draw every energy inside of me, thereby resulting in nothing. Sometimes I'm even overly concerned about certain things that don't matter, so this is one area I'm still working on and trying to change.
They say change is the only thing that is constant in life, and whatever flaw I possess, I feel like it's something I can work on and improve to live a better life. I know some of these traits can be changed, but then it won't be as easy as I thought but I still believe nothing is impossible.
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